by Venus Emerald May
Nobody could ever find love
It is love that looks after us.
And if it finds us
There's no way to escape.
It doesn't choose nor
Force someone to love
Love is indeed a destiny.
Many says love comes,
Love goes.
Others tell that love has its own time
Of knocking at your door.
Yet love finds a way
To tell you it is right,
For love is truly a destiny.
It's not really a good day to me, as some things are quite disturbing and make me a little bit upset. Actually I don't want to think of that.
I keep telling myself, "You got to forget it and move on, it's not that bad, you're not a little kid and you're not that stupid, and everything's gonna be fine!"
I have to retype it again, "You got to forget it and move on, it's not that bad, you're not a kid and you're not that stupid, and everything's gonna be fine!"
Yes, EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE JUST FINE...!!!
Bicara-bicara tentang cowok idaman, pasti tiap cewek punya kriteria sendiri-sendiri. Kalo rumusku, Cowok Impian = Iman+Mapan+Tampan :) Tapi pertanyaannya, ada gak ya cowok model begitu? Or, aku bisa nemuin gak ya cowok yang model begitu? Kalo bisa ya Alhamdulillah, bersyukur banget, tapi kalo enggak? Musti kompromi kali ye... Alias, satu kriterianya gak ada. Kalo Iman, itu mutlak musti ada. Jadi, pilihannya, yang Iman+Mapan or Iman+Tampan. Kita jelas gak mao dong ya, Iman+Mapan tapi gak Tampan at all, or Iman+Tampan tapi gak Mapan at all. Jadi gimana dong? Kita bisa bantu gak ya? Misalnya dengan membantunya mendapatkan satu kriteria yang gak ada itu. So, next question is, mana yang lebih mudah, membantu si Iman+Mapan jadi lebih Tampan, or membantu si Iman+Tampan jadi lebih Mapan? Jadi bingung ya? Maklum deh friends, aku emang lagi iseng, jadi pikirannya ngelantur ke mana-mana, hehehe... :) BTW, aku sih tetep berharap dapet yang kriteria lengkap sesuai rumusku di atas itu, plus, he loves me for who I am! :")
Aku happy banget dapet oleh-oleh dari Bali, lebih happy lagi, dapetnya gak cuma satu, tapi dua, hehehe... Satu dari Azzurrina, satu lagi dari Ramin, ma kasih banyak ya guys...
Happy birthday to my dear friend Leonel, wherever you are. I haven't heard from you for long, but I hope everything's fine. I wish you all the best and may all your wishes come true. My big hugs and kisses for you Leonel, hoping to hear your stories and jokes again. Buon compleanno!!!
Kemaren after office nonton di Plaza Senayan. Berhubung kita nonton untuk menghilangkan stress yang rada berlebih minggu ini, finally kita pilih film komedi aja, "Bewitched", berhubung selain film itu selebihnya film horror & thriller - takutnya kita malah tambah stress lagi.
Ceritanya lucu juga, lumayan menghibur & mengurangi ketegangan. Bisa bikin temenku yang lagi manyun whole day itu ketawa-ketiwi juga :p Kena sihirnya Isabel kali ya... Isabel tuh gadis penyihir dalam film itu... :)
Abis gitu makan di Warung Pojok, doi nambah lagi! Ternyata kalo lagi stress, porsi makannya malah dobel lho!! :)
Azzurrina lagi excited! Kenapa begitu penting? Soalnya jarang-jarang bisa liat dia excited, dia tuh terlalu kalem, adem ayem dan sering kali emosinya datar, persis kue lumpur makanan kesukaannya... Makanya, begitu hari ini aku terima emailnya, email terpanjang yang pernah aku terima dari dia - menunjukkan kalo dia excited - aku tergoda untuk memuat emailnya di bloggerku ini, gak apa-apa kan Amica...? :)
Buon Giorno Amica2...
Wahhh liburan ke bali menyenangkan sekali !!!!! aku menikmati sekali..bener lohh..tapi pasti sangat amat and lebih menyenangkan kalo ada amica 2 ku ( BuHeb n Azzurrini )...Berangkat kamis jam 11pagi lancar sampe di bali makan siang check in and jam 3 sore kita jalan ke GWK liat patung wisnu and garuda yg guede bgt..trus ke uluwatu ada pure bagus deh and banyak monyet, bukan monet loh tapinya ..hehe pemandangannya keren bgt aku msh dapet sih jd gak ke pure, sama mba ep and mba lina kita nyusuri tebing pinggir laut, trus jam 6 pas sunset kita liat tari kecak di alm terbuka ..keren banget tariannya..gue sampe terpana cie..trus abis itu kita ke jimbaran makan dipantai ..cosi romatica ha..pulang sampe hotel jam 10 malem..jam sebelas bu eh, asri meta sama aku, ke kuta aku janjian sama om arnold, adik nyokap yg kerja disn, aku ngasih macaroni panggang titipan dia..trus kita jalan di pantai and nongkrong di mc donald yg open 24 hours..trus muter2 pake taxi liat suasana malam hari di kute, legian, grobokan ..sampe hotel jam 1 pagi..capek bgt trus tidur.....
Hari jumat, abis sarapan kita jalan jam 1/2 8 pagi ke galuh, tempat souvenir...barangnya lebih mahal dr sukowati tp kualitas bgs...kalo dtng kesana rame2 tur, kita dpt discount 50 %...abis itu kita ke bedugul, asik bngt tempatnya kita makan siang dipinggir danau n beberapa orang main paraceiling, anak2 pd bikin tatoo temporary ..udah gitu belanja disana murah2 , anak2 pd ngeborong ..trus kita ke tanah lot..foto2 , bgs bgt pemandangan nya trus sebelum dinner di pinggir pantai disana, kita liat sunset...foto2 lg..trus pulang ke hotel jam 7 malam, tp anak 2 minta di drop di kuta square, kita longmarch, jalan ada kali 3 kilo, msk toko2 disana...sampe di hard rock, kita nongkrong trus pulang ke hotel jam 11..cape bgt trus tidur...
Sabtu pagi jalan lg 1/2 8 abis sarapan, ke tanjung benoa...mainan air, ke pulau penyu banyak penyu..heheh namanya jg p. penyu..kita foto2 lg (kerjaan kita tiap saat foto2 mulu) ..foto sama penyu yg umurnya 40 tahun, foto sama biawak, kelelawar, ular, burung bango gede...seru jg...trus aku main paraceiling n banana boat sama anak2..asik bgt...abis gitu jam 11 kita ke kintamani, liat danau batur, gunung agung, gunung abang, ..makan siang di sana dng pemandangan yg ciamik bgt....abis gitu kita foto2 again n again, gak bosen2 deh...jalan dr sana jam 3 ke sukowati, blanja....jam 7 sampe hotel...mkn malem di bagiin box ayam taliwang...anak2 pd jalan ke hard rock, ke kute ..aku ktmuan sama om ku n sepupu di ajak makan and jalan keliling denpasar, kute, legian..foto2 mlm hari di sanur, monumen bom bali legian, ..smp hotel tidurrr....
Bangun hari minggu jam 1/2 7, trus sarapan trus ke pantai kuta....abis gitu aku foto traditional kostum trus balik ke hotel jam 11 kurang n check out jam 11...mkn siang diruang tunggu airport, naik pesawat jam 1 waktu bali sampe jkt jam 2 sampe rumah jam 5...capeeeeek bgt amica2 ..tp menyenangkan :-)
Iya nih amica, aku mestinya nuggu kaka chung ya...hiks..hiks..sedih deh, tp kemanapun aku pergi dia selalu mengikutiku..haaaaaaaaaa....!!!
Ok deh amica2...demikian lah rangkuman perjalannaanku..msh ada crita lain yg seru cuma ga bisa crita di sini...harus ngomong langsung kyknya..heheh
Met makan siang amica2...
Azzurrina
PS: Pokoknya geng cemen hrs jalan ke bali bareng2 yaaaa...pasti seru...
"Why didn't we know each other earlier?" Does this question sound familiar to you? This question crossed my mind as well for few times, and a few days ago, somebody just asked me again that question! Funny, isn't it? It depends on how you see the whole thing; life, that person, and yourself. So my answer is, that I didn't want to know that person earlier, because if we knew each other earlier, maybe what happened is different, because at that moment everything was different from now, that person, myself, his life, my life, his personality, my personality, the world, the life, everything was different! I'm not even sure that we could get along together!! So, just be grateful for what you have now, for what you live now. Maybe you think things shouldn't go this way, but believe me, what's happening to you now is the best way of things going on your best time.
So which one you prefer, my dear? Loving me as who I am now on the moment of you are now, or not having a chance to know each other better?
I prefer knowing you now as you are now, and just enjoy and cherish every precious moments because time will only pass through our lives once.
